Saturday, August 21, 2004❤ mIsTaKe
1:09 AM
finished chatting with my honey not long ago on phone. made a rather serious mistake which makes her real angry. i'm sorry. but she still doesn't trust me, that she HAS a place in my heart. in fact, no other girl can replace her position. anyway, just applied my facial cream, so decided to go on net to allow the cream to dry before going to bed.
i fear that she would be taken away, not sure by whoever or whatever. i don't want to lose her.. can't figure out why am i having such feelings. love?
i need her in my life. i had made lots of promises to her, and she's giving me all the encouragement, confident, motivation etc to fulfil those promises. what if she leaves me one day? what will happen to all my promises? gone? i don't even want to think of it..
yes. already reach my target of 150 straw-hearts. :) got to replenish my straws tomorrow..
