Monday, August 30, 2004❤ mY fEeLiNgS
12:43 AM
in the afternoon, honey asked me to help persuade a friend of hers to eat. he could not win another person's heart and he decided to torture himself. i know she is very concern about him. (this is not the main point. i am not jealous because of this) :P it is very unhealthy to skip meals, for whatever reason. but yesterday she told me she is going to skip meals (for a week!) in order to save money! i worry as much as she cares about her friend. what if she faints in school? what if anything happens to her.. :(
hmm.. i felt like a small boy. a little boy in search of love that exists between the prince and the princess in fairy tales. (..and they lived happily ever after?) :X the kind of true love which harbor no motive or desire. all i want is to be with her, to protect and take care of her. i hardly had this undescribable feeling before. she is the first girl that i love wholeheartedly, and would never let go.
