Saturday, September 04, 2004❤ bAd dAy
1:41 AM
so, i did not get angry for nothing. it isn't so simple and as i said, watching movie is just the first step. i already sensed something bad is going to happen and now, he finally told you about his feelings..
well, anyway, yesterday wasn't a very nice day. i am still guilty over the incident and had no mood in doing anything. woke up at about 3 25 am and can't get to sleep as i keep thinking what if she hates me. so finally decided to apologize to her, the first thing in the morning.. i reached her block at 6 33 am sharp and waited for her, with a piece of drawing block in my hand, written: "eLyN... sorry, i love you. ~weide" feeling rather nervous..
last night's taiji class doesn't seem interesting at all. for the whole lesson i was thinking about the quarrell. i am willing to change, but what if she doesn't wish to give me the chance? *sigh* remembered no more than 20% of what is being taught..
today going out with her, pray that nothing bad will happen.. ever again..
