Sunday, September 26, 2004❤ dO i dEsErVe iT
2:37 AM
:) gave her the 1314 straw-hearts at a multi-storey carpark. her reactions.. don't actually know how she feels. at least now i know i deserved a kiss on my lips. :X but didn't receive it. :( asked a rather stupid question: "do i deserve a kiss now, on the lips?" haha.. she just kept laughing and so i went off after giving one on her cheek. :P should have just kiss her on the lips but i am too afraid that i might screw up the whole thing again, or she will reject me. hmm.. didn't want to grab and kiss because.. respect? rather not have it if she is not willing to do it, or if i still dun deserve it.
err.. get pissed off when she was late again yesterday, for more than an hour! :P it's fine for me to wait, but yesterday i have another 2 person waiting with me..
well, this 2 weeks' expenses is really high, somemore took cab home earlier on. now my pockets are empty and guess i got to go hungry for quite a few days next week. :\ (look on the bright side - on diet!)
*yawn* tired. i'll just blog till here, good night everyone, good night wEiDe's bLoG, good night honey.
