Thursday, September 16, 2004❤ mIsUnDeRsToOd
3:27 AM
i didn't wan to say it because i didn't want myself to be heartbroken. so what if i am unhappy? so what if i am sad? i know what you are going to reply. can't you see that what i want is not just hugging a bear or bolster? it is you that i wanted. i am not blaming you or your character. i know that anything u see, anything hear or know, you would just give a 'whatever' remark. i really hope that you will just care about me a little.
i may not seem concerned but the thought of not having you by my side, or rather, you in someone else's arms makes me feel like crying.
your phone got infected by virus and you told me that you lost my messages, my promises. haha.. i was so happy, you kept my promises. :) *sigh* but you added.. "and i lost other people promises too." i know have no right to stop you from keeping others' messages. hmm.. maybe i think too much, misunderstood your feelings. guess the 'honey' which your have been calling me and being your 3/4 boyfriend did not bestow me with more space in your heart compared to your other suitors. perhaps in your heart, i am no superior than shijun, or alex.. that is probably why even till now, you are still suspecting my love for you.
