Saturday, September 18, 2004❤ sAtUrDaY
3:58 PM
nothing to do at home, so decided to come online and blog. rather boring today, wake up around afternoon time and, hmm.. have been waiting for my honey's sms till now. *sigh* didn't receive any. come to think of it, it's always me who starts sending her message everyday. maybe she's use to wait for my message before replying? :P but, guess i think too much, wad if i have no position in her heart at all.. quarrelled with my friend KB because he said that she only come looking for me when she has no other companion. is it the case? am i always the last person that comes to her mind? the one she would think of and message only when she has no one else who's free for her? honey..
yesterday my taiji teacher told me that my body is weaker than normal people. i am ill. not those kind of diseases, but more like having a poor body and weak immune system which cannot be cured. haha.. cultivating Qi would help strengthen it but, nvm. wish i can just die, with her.
