Friday, October 08, 2004❤ fAtE
6:29 PM
fate - the supposed principle that predetermines inevitable destiny.
what is she going to tell me again? *sigh* but this time round, i am prepared for it. whether it is good or bad news, i am just going to accept it..
honey, i know he's still on your mind. i may be selfish but, i don't want to share your love with HIM. no, perhaps i don't have to, i may never had a place in your heart. what should i do? after what we have been through, you still can't get over with him. maybe i should leave, the person you love is him.. you only feel for me. to you, i may be just another burden or problem.. i am afraid bring more sufferings into your life.. but i can't just go, the feeling is terrible. to me, you are someone special.. very different from others. Heaven.. yea, making fun of me. now that i am really in love with someone, now that i want to start a serious relationship.. all these obstacles emerge.. they are too much for me to take it.
waiting.. that's what i am doing now. and i will continue to wait. 3 months? 5 months? 3 years? what if even after all these i am still ranked 2nd in your heart?
hmm.. pachelbel's Canon In D can be such a sad song actually..
