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anything you want here. how about ur profile?:) Sunday, May 21, 2006❤ Aftermath
as you can see, there's alot of things that love cannot rival. only after i gave up on love, i understand that i actually gain much more. on the other hand, love.. is.. absolutely insignificant. i am sure you forgotten about some incidents, escape theme park, paradize centre. well, i didnt. and remember how i told you our problems should only be kept between us? from your blog, it seems that you violate this rule again. it doesnt really matters but anyway i still have to correct your friends and make you understand clearer. I DON'T NEED YOU, AND I WILL NEVER DO. maybe yes in the past, but not now or in the future. i said "i love you" because i really do, i never stopped loving you. i appericate that you didn't give up after so long and totally understand how you feel towards me. but again, as i mentioned earlier, after the break-up i finally realised that love is actually nothing. it is just another kind of feeling on the same level with happy, sad, hatred etc. so, love and need - 2 different thing. after reading what's written above, i suppose you understood why you didn't receive a reply. i don't want to give up what i have now, definitely not because of love. so about the "dog" comments from your friends, i will tell you that loyalty can be much more important than love. i would rather you change completely and love a completely different You without losing any of my freedom than following my heart blindly and continue to suffer. "loving sumone for who he/she is" is nonsense for people who are blinded by love and think that LOVE is the greatest thing on earth. rubbish. even if it is, it would be fatherly/motherly love. .. maybe you should blame yourself for saying "let's break-up" so easily. which gave me the chance to escape from the cage and see many other wonderful stuff, so wonderful that i am not returning anymore. but if you really love me, shouldn't you be happy for me that i finally understand the meaning of love in life...? i suggest that you go think about what is the true meaning of love also. who knows, you might be able to See SOMETHING ELSE in it too. |
