Sunday, June 04, 2006❤ ..decision...
2:30 PM
am i happy?
i should be happy without you. i knew that i always wanted to be free.
but i'm not. i can't forget you. i can't get rid of you from my mind completely.
i hate this feeling. i don't want to think off you anymore. everything i do, watching movie, sms'ing, going gym, reminds me of you.
my heart wants to regain freedom...
it also seems to me that you CAN and is ABLE to live on perfectly without me. and you went back to your old ways, like smoking, clubbing etc. so this is the life you wanted and you just ignored whatever i say before, whatever i told you not to do, after we break-up. it's okay. i have decided. go ahead and do whatever you like, we will have nothing to do with each other anymore. i am not going to read your blog anymore, i will try and tell myself that i have never met you. it's a disappointment to see you becoming like this. nevermind, i am sure.. in the future someone will take over my place in your heart. just like how i took over donald's.
the decision: i declare that i am breaking the promise of Spider-man 3 (2007), together with all those that i ever made before. Sorry.
